so glad you'll never read this

so glad you'll never read this.
so glad you'll never know

one look can tear my heart from my eyes
one look can rupture my every thing.

one touch CAN corrupt
as it always does.
one touch should be enough to teach her

once burned,
twice burned,
thrice burned.

speaking of you,
one kiss never hurt you.

but it destroys me.
each one of them.

every
single
goddamn
weak moment
weak mind

every single kiss.

I guess I should learn not to play with lions.

Though they mean well, one misplaced hand
can tear everything apart.

I'm glad you'll never read this,
because it means
I don't ever have to say any of this to your face.